Indifference

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I guess, for some reason,
it really didn't matter to me anymore.
Which is why I didn't stop you
when you walked out that door.

I don't hate you, I don't feel anything.
It's not my loss, but then again it's not my win.

I'd say,
walk away for all I care,
but I don't.
It's pointless making my heart
try and feel something it won't.
You try and talk but the words
you say are making no sense,
I try and come up with a feeling,
but all I've got is this indifference.
So just go.

I guess, for some reason,
I just didn't feel like holding on.
Which is why when you looked back
I was already gone.

I don't hate you, I don't feel anything.
It's not my loss, but then again it's not my win.

I'd say,
walk away for all I care,
but I don't.
It's pointless making my heart
try and feel something it won't.
You try and talk but the words
you say are making no sense,
I try and come up with a feeling,
but all I've got is this indifference.
So just go.

You looked back once,
did you see tears? No.
Did you really think I still cared?
I broke your heart,
but was it my fault?
Wasn't I always there?
I was the one who taught you how to love,
but I guess I forgot.
And you can't right what's wrong this time around,
there's no "One Last Shot".
Stop trying to make this into something it's not.
I'm sorry, but that's all I've got, to say..

I'd say,
walk away for all I care,
but I don't.
It's pointless making my heart
try and feel something it won't.
You try and talk but the words
you say are making no sense,
I try and come up with a feeling,
but all I've got is this indifference.
So just go.

Please... just go.

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