You

~

It was never just your smile
or how great it felt to rumple your hair into a mess
And how incredibly intense you looked when you read
your books full of war and words I didn't understand

It wasn't all about how you could hurt me
so easily it was like you needed it
Or how you could destroy my will with your razor-edged words
and kiss away my tears with your honeysuckle lips.

[It was you and your way of intoxicating me
making me want you so badly I couldn't save myself
from needing your heated kisses and your breath on my neck
so maybe I could make believe you really did love me.]

~